Thrash till death

goodbyehomerun:

I hate myself more than I ever let on
I’m burnt out at 22
I lived too fast 
And I loved too much
And I’ll die too young
But I chose this cup that I drank from
Knew what I was getting into
But I couldn’t let out what I had to keep in
I’m ashamed of myself 
An unspeakable sin that I’ve committed and

I’ve made mistakes
But I’ll find my way
There’s no explanation for 
The things I’ve failed at before
They can’t hold my hand
It just hurts to be a man 
Through the tortures of the damned
Of the damned

If I only had an axe
I’d sever the ties I’ve made with the world
Maybe I could be a stranger in a strange place
If I start now maybe I can be saved
If I only had a mask
I’d cover these bleeding eyes
They’re bloodshot now but they’ll be black by dawn
If I wake up now I can be pure again

I’ve made mistakes
But I’ll find my way
There’s no explanation for
The things I failed at before
They can’t hold my hand
It just hurts to be a man
Though the tortures of the damned

Look at me now I’m on the tracks with my back 
Towards the last train leaving town

I’ve made mistakes
But I’ll find my way
There’s no explanation for 
The things I’ve failed at before 
They can’t hold my hand
It just hurts to be a man

I’ve made mistakes
But I’ll find my way
There’s no explanation for
The things I’ve failed at before
It just hurts to be a man
Through the tortures of the damned
Of the damned 

(via drivesleeprepeat)